conflicting with your brain!

Hey guys,
So, I was with Kanza Jamil the other day. She was, honestly, torn within herself. Well to be completely honest, her brain is really an asshole to her, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t. Thus, as science suggests, opposites attract and similar repel so we can’t really argue about why these two assholes don’t get along.
She sent me a conversation she had with her brain and we got into a discussion, I mean clearly she has issues.
 “No one:

 Literally no one:

 My brain: So sorry for your loss

 Me: wut? What loss

 My brain: it’s really really sad

 Me: what is?

 My brain: bad things just won’t stop happening

 Me: what happened?! What bad things?!

 My brain: life is pointless and world is fucked, you should kill yourself

 Me: if life is pointless, then so is death. There’s no way out…

 My brain: sad

 Me: sad”
This conversation is quite convincing isn’t it. I mean you can’t help but agree with them. So obviously I ended up thinking about it, but the funny thing I noticed that my brain and I ended up in peace together.
” My brain: So sorry for your loss

 Me: wut? What loss

 My brain: it’s really really sad

 Me: what is?

 My brain: bad things just won’t stop happening

 Me: what happened?! What bad things?!

 My brain: life is pointless and world is fucked, you should kill yourself

 Me: if life is pointless, then so is death. There’s no way out…

After this part my brain and I went as follows.

My brain: so what you gonna do?

Me: when everything is pointless then why are we even talking about something pointless.

My brain: agreed.

Me: agreed.”

Now I don’t know if it’s just lazy thinking or what, but what I know is that I did not end up sad like my friend. I did try to explain this to but as I said earlier, she’s an asshole but I love her nonetheless.

So, what is this conflict within ourselves? I’m sure you all have faced this at one point in your life. This thing can be very distressing,  I’ve been through it many times and not all of the conversations end up in peace but it’s okay.
I think this is more of a discussion between you and your conscience. Your impulse and you super ego. I don’t wanna get into the science of it but I think it’s your brain’s own effort to make the right decision, but what the hell is right and wrong!? For as far as I can look back at my past, I can’t recall a decision that was wrong or right. Although, I do admit to have made mistakes but isn’t that what life’s all about. At least the decisions I made were mine. At this point I believe more than i understand, and I believe that this debate in the end is more about perception. (which is a whole another topic.) 😉

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